Friday 6 August 2010
waiting - nothing but wait! On Monday the 3-month check - now I wait and wait. Make me worry. My body's is also quite bad from all the "listen to me" if anything has changed for the worse. For days I have a stomach ache. My stomach is probably acidifies. Stress of waiting, or - as before - the consequences of infection?
I do not know anything more - I am just waiting on and make my mind almost constantly. "Try to shut down times and to think of something else" - "do not you crazy" - clearly, I know. But does not go off - or only with difficulty. Distract works quite well - but not for long. Latest Then in the evening - in bed. My thoughts and I - wait and worry. Crap. Hopefully I learn next week what is going on. Hopefully, my stomach before collapsing.
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